whaddup stalkers? name is
Iijay Joyce. call me whatever, doesnt really matter. Living in the eyes of
God ♥ Not your avarage 18 year old.. i stand about 4'8 LOL yes im a small one, but dont get it twisted im unpredictable & hard to figure out, but at the same time i aint :) I can hold grudges for a long time. My trust is limited, if you break it.. good luck earning it back & Respect is a must for me. Blogspot is just were i spare & rant & vent about my feelings randomly so for you haters out there i could careless about what you say, so dont waste your time on here :) shoutouts to my
FAM &
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7:20 AM, Thursday, June 25, 2009
FML Today is the day im suppose to pick up my report card. But the problem is that if i go pick it up with my dad, my dad would wanna see it, and i know for sure i failed math and possibly religion cause i kinda slacked at the end.. but yea oviously when he sees it plus when he tells my mom they'll go mad crazy on me and start bitching at me till no end. Oh i dont fucking mind about that, cause they bitch at me about this enough times and im fucking use to it now so thats whatever. The thing is that NOW or this comming weekend is not the time for that cause the debut is this sunday and they're both stress up enough as it is. Actually my dad's been complaining about this whole debut how he's all fucking tired an shit. Other thing is if i dont pick it up.. i dont know if the school is gonna mail it to my place or i have to get it next year. Im fucking hoping that they mail it cause i wanna go to summer school for math and i need the report card to show that i didnt pass it. FML i just realize when i show my report card to them after my debut i bet anything.. them bitching at me is gonna double up overtime! cause after all the hard work they put in for this shit to be "unforgetable" pshhh whatever *kissses teeth* FML HARD!. Honestly to all the people that i said im not that excited about this debut.. this is the fucking reason why im not that excited. This whole shit is so heavy on my chest and i cant take it that i cant get myself to be totally majorly excited about it. But whatever as everybody's saying to me enjoy the moment.. pshh after all this shit that's on my mind i wont be able to.. FML.